by Justin Paul O'Rear

Life without you, I can't tell you how hard it is. I hurt because I can't say I have an older sister. I always wondered what it would be like to be an only child. Now I know that I don't like it. I know you are in a better place, you have hair, you don't have cancer, and you don't hurt any more. I still miss you. It's hard to explain how life is without you. When I think about not seeing you any more it makes me sad. I know I will see you when I die but right now life without you is hard. Life without you is really hard.

In Past Times Table of Contents Introduction

Here are some pictures of Ashley and Justin from the last few years of Ashley's life. You can click on any picture to see it enlarged.